Inspiration: something that makes someone want to do something or that gives someone an idea about what to do or create : a force, influence or person that inspires someone,Merriam-Webster dictionary.com. I have been fortunate to have been touched by inspiration at key times in my life, times when I had been through many trials and test and felt alone. It was only in that time of darkness when I turned over my heart, did the warmth of light shine upon me. A person can spend a life time shielding themselves from everything but the truth. If you ask God, the Universe, your Higher Power, for assistance ~ you may find the method or style of help is not what you expected, Maybe, the answer might even come in the form of unanswered prayers. Does a person have to experience a major catastrophe in their life to awaken ? No, but for many it took so long to build those layers of doubt, and denial that sometimes their world has to shake so they can have a chance to rebuild it with new insight. It did for me, it was only through my intense events of experiencing near death and loss, not once but twice, did I fall to my knees and find my own sense of power. There were times when I felt like a gladiator on my path, with what I was experiencing,I miscarried twice, my husband died, rebounded into the arms of more problems, over worked and under appreciated. I carried all this on me like a shield, all that hurt, all that pain, and all the anger of having abilities that I felt I didn't ask for. I thought that God was not listening, but he was, he gave me my abilities so I could hear better, and if I stopped fighting them and stopped searching for help with them, I could realize I always had a direct line for help. My house metaphorically needed to be put back in order, so he helped with the cleaning process. For me, it felt like it was at my weakest moments, when I cried aloud and said, here God I have lost so much, but I know their must be a reason only you know and I am too tired now to pursue, but I trust you. Wow, that was powerful for me, coming from someone who had problems falling back into another's arms and knowing they would catch me. It was then that I experienced a warmth , an embrace and light, that I knew my walls and ceiling in my house may have been knocked down, but my foundation remained strong. I could see this now past the rubble; it was extraordinary, what a repairer, what an architect. I developed this sense of urgency to share this light,
I've sat the rich, the poor, all walks of life, no matter what faith, sexual preference,or baggage just to share this light. I have met others who inspired me and replenished me with their sense of courage and kindness; while others amazed me with their guise of judgement and masquerade of all that is Divine.
There will always be those on your path who will try to dim that light. Do not be fooled by the titles or prestige they assume they have, for we are all equal and a part of One both here and on the Other side. There is a cord that connects us all that is blinded to entitlement, vanity, talebearers, and hatred. Encouragement can rejuvenate the Soul, to both receive and send it keeps that light burning bright. Sending inspiration and love to all <333
I've sat the rich, the poor, all walks of life, no matter what faith, sexual preference,or baggage just to share this light. I have met others who inspired me and replenished me with their sense of courage and kindness; while others amazed me with their guise of judgement and masquerade of all that is Divine.
There will always be those on your path who will try to dim that light. Do not be fooled by the titles or prestige they assume they have, for we are all equal and a part of One both here and on the Other side. There is a cord that connects us all that is blinded to entitlement, vanity, talebearers, and hatred. Encouragement can rejuvenate the Soul, to both receive and send it keeps that light burning bright. Sending inspiration and love to all <333